somewhere in me, there is strength
Your love is: strong
† Shuffle † Q&A †
Dream Reality
I grabbed the handle of the bus door and ripped it off with all my might. Time slowed down as I aimed it at the head of a zombie. Her hair was tied back into a ponytail, her shirt was bloody.
A couple days before, a group of individuals and I found refuge in an old school bus. And one day, the doors broke. I guess that always happens in a dream…broken doors. And when I tried to fix them, I accidentally got the attention of a horde of zombies. Crap. Of course that happens in dreams all the time. Typical dream problem of the hunted becoming noticed.
And people die from your mistakes. That happens in dreams too.
A member of our group didn’t make it back to the bus. Simply because I tried to fix the doors and we ended up having to kill off a horde… But there was no time for guilt. Anyone was on an equal playing field for get-eaten-that-day.
Zombies were caused by aliens infecting the human race. I guess this is where you start shaking your head, telling me that i need to stop watching Walking Dead and trailers for alien movies. But moving right along, one of the aliens found the father of an Asian woman on the bus.
They forced him to call us. (How they got the phone number…? well it’s a dream after all.) The woman made me pick up the phone for her. When I raised the phone to my head, he told us to give up. He told us that there was nothing left in this world. The best thing was to just die. I told him, don’t shoot yourself! But I already knew my words would fall upon empty ears. I dropped the phone before I heard the shot. Before I heard the sound of a heavy thud that a lifeless body makes when it hits the cold asphalt road.
Dew
Jewels of yesterday
Broken glass shards of today
Catch the morning light
Thoughts On A Humid Summer Night
The phrase “shut up.”
I hate it.
It’s rude. It’s demeaning.
It means what you say doesn’t matter. Even if it’s truth.
I hate the sound of it and the look of contempt that crosses the face of the one saying it.
And sadly I’ve been guilty of using it one too many times.
are convictions personal or universal?
(Source: roschung)
Remind Me
Was it all just a dream
Or have I walked too far off
For too far long
Blurring the edges between
Memory and fantasy
idk why the printer can’t print if I don’t restart my laptop.
successfully ran my first command on my laptop ever.
“net stop spooler” and “net start spooler”
hehe got my document printed without restarting the laptop. yesh.
Starting to Get to My Head
I think I’ve come to embrace my ajumma-ness and invoke the ajumma card.
To be an ajumma is to have power and respect.
You may call me 사모님 too if you’d like hehe
Zombieland, Dramas, and Finals, oh my!
When it comes to korean dramas, I get really picky. There have been only three that I’ve seen through completely, one being 진짜 진짜 좋아해 (i LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS ONE) and 꽃보다 남자 (dear gangster friend who never got the attention, you are still the most 멋있어 out of the F4) and My Princess (wat kind of ending was that, writers? oh yea, a crappy one).
I thought Secret Garden was pretty good…until it started getting dumb and slow and just…ugh towards the end. So I skipped to the last episode and sigh…the ending was most unfulfilling. I watched 장난스러운 키스 but even that one got so repetitive, I skipped to the last two episodes as well. Started watching My Girl, but all my friends said it got too dramatic (haha the irony for a korean DRAMA) but they’re right. if you’re going to start out as comedic, stay comedic, don’t go all serious and dark. Watched Pasta…and skipped to the end. Watched Gentleman’s Dignity…skipped to the end. Did the same with IRIS … lol see a trend here?
But now I am ready to give Rooftop Prince a chance. Plus, you can’t go wrong with Micky Yoochun :) Is he the best looking guy out there in the world? (haha no. Mr. Baek is ^^ and Jensen Ackles and Hugh Jackman tie for second) buuut, this adorable previous member of DBSK caught my attention since seventh grade hehe and I love period dramas, but surprise! this one has time travel! should be a fun one to watch. hopefully.
oh yea. hoping to watch Zombieland for the first time some time as well.
there’s no seat belt on this merry-go-round
You never doubt things will work out for others.
But for yourself?
Hah.
Since when did the world ever slow down for you?
Since when was the world ever that kind to you?
Revelation Song
was listening to “Revelation Song.”
visited a tumblr site that had one of those automatic music players.
the song that was playing was “Revelation Song.”
I like to find myself in coincidental situations.
Are you drowning in your sorrow, because you refuse to completely trust God? Are you moping about the setbacks of your life, because you have failed to accept His grace? Are you suffering from the sin that has wrecked everything around you, because you won’t submit yourself to accountability? Do you hold back from committing to God because you are afraid He won’t accept you?
Whatever you are holding on to tighter than your faith, I believe Jesus would say, “Pick up your mat and walk!” Trust Him with that in which you currently trust the most. Permit Him to see you through the difficult days of life. Allow Him to carry your burdens, strengthen your walk and brighten your hope for the future.
Jesus wants to help you. Listen for His command to pick up your mat and walk!
